New Move

I admit I'm a horrible blogger. I rarely update and for some reason feel like I need to still have some sort of blog. For this reason I'm canceling my domain. I just can't justify paying for something I never use.

I do have a feeling that I will be posting more once the baby arrives. Since David will be gone for the birth and the first five months of her life I can post pictures and whatnot for him to see.

Speaking of David being gone, I'm not quite sure on how I'm dealing with it. I know he won't be there and there's nothing I can do about it, but I don't think I'm really processing it. It will of course hit me the day he leaves and the many nights I am up with a newborn baby. I think he really doesn't know how he is going to take it. Right now he acts like it's not really a problem and "he doesn't know what he's missing." I don't really feel bad for myself as much as I do him. He really has no clue on how the baby will change his life or how he will feel about her and I think it will suck for him when he gets those feelings and can't be there. We will see...

On another note I think these pregnancy hormones are helping me be a little more bitchy. I've been getting phone calls every night for the past few nights from an 805 phone number. Whenever I answer there is no one there, except for one time there was a man who asked for someone who wasn't me. I told him he has the wrong number and in the middle of him talking he got cut off. Well, they just called again and a woman was actually on the other line. She asked for someone again who wasn't me and then asked if I was a smoker. WTF? I said, "No I'm not, but I really don't have time for this. You guys have been calling my phone every night for the past 5 days and I would appreciate if you took me off your list." She said, "I was just trying to give you an opportunity have a good night." LOL and opportunity to answer your questions? I don't think so!